No Kerja

Good morning. I'm in the office right now. Doing nothing. Onlining of course. Illegally. I am being surrounded by few nut case people. They are not a in a good mental condition especially the one with hair trouble. Keep on whining that her hair sux (I couldn't agree more! haha). Now she's telling me that she wants to shop at Topshop after looking at my Topman's shirt. She touched it and said, it's berbiji-biji. It is berbiji-biji. She said it's nice. Whatever! I don't know what am I merepeking right now. Waiting for the trainer in this training room. Everyones walking around, talking, laughing, merepeking also and yada yada yada. My other friend, is currently teaching my other friends. He doesn't know about one if the topics we have covered last week. Somy friend is trying to teach him. Struggling to teach, I would say. What else to talk about? I have no idea. Gtg.byebye!

Izinkan Ku Pergi

Today was my 3rd day at work. My 3rd day of training. I enjoyed all the classes so far. We have been taught about all Celcom's products. This is important for us in order to assist the customers. Future calls, to be exact. I like my classmates. I hope, the coming session of traning will be better. Anyway, a friend of mine sen me an SMS earlier this afternoon telling me that he is in love. I was somehow shocked because I know, he is with someone right now, so I just replied,

"I know you are in love with XXXX" (name can't be revealed for safety purposes

He replied me by saying,

"I am also in love with...."

I was quite terkejut of course. So I SMSed him back by asking,

"With who?"

Few moments later, I received a reply from him again,

"With whom if you may. Just coorecting your grammar. Heheh. With Kaer's new song - Izinkan Ku Pergi"

HAHAHA. So funny. He made me worried for a second. Anyway, thanks for correcting my grammar. Appreciate that. Well, I am not that good in english. I learned it myself so please forgive me if I am not using the correct grammar. Still learning, and always will. Anyway, the point of me telling this story is not about my grammar, or about my friends attempt to make me worry and give him another advice (haha....rite!), but about the song. It Kaer's new song. Kaer from Akademi Fantasia Season 2 ( 2004). Who is Kaer by the way? I don't really know how to decribe him. All I can say is, he is a good looking guy with a great voice. Pretty cute face. He's more into R&B. My choice of music. My genre. His new song is so beautiful. A ballad. As u may have known, I am a ballad sucker. I love ballads. Especially, love ballads. A hopeless romantic, someone called me before. The song is Izinkan Ku Pergi, composed by Azlan Abu Hassan and the lyrics written by Sulu Sarawak. Both of them worked together before and they have created another breathtaking song for Jaclyn Victor, Cinta Tiada Akhirnya. I think both of them, Azlan and Sulu, make great team. I love their new work. It's very nice. Here's the lyric. Enjoy!

Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya

Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita di kalbuku

Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat jiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu tahunnya
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya..
Maafkan daku duhai kasih
Izinkan Ku Pergi...

Goodnite!

Celcom Careline

I am in the second week of January now. Haven;t got the time to update my blog. One of the reasons probably because I do not have anything to talk about. Another reason, I have been quite busy with my life. Been going out everyday. Been spending like heaven. Can't believe how fast time flies. Anyway, I am going to start working on Monday, the 22nd of January 2007. My first ever job. Gonna work at Celcom, as Customer Service Executive/Representative. Celcom Careline. Sounds cool eh? Hopefully. I have few friends working there. I hope it's gonna be okay. I went for the interview last Thursday at Taman Tun Dr. Ismail. It was quite a good experience for me. That was, of course, my first ever job interview. The interview was kinda different. It was different than what I expected. It was quite, easy. I passed all three stages. Thank god. They called me the next day to inform that I have been selected for the job. I was happy, of course. Why I chose this job? I just wanna gain some experience. I have been warned that this job is gonna be hectic because you will be facing with many problems and you have to give full satisfaction to the customers. No matter how stupid, how dumb, how slow, how rude the customers are, you as the CSR, must be patient. Huhu. Hopefully, I will be able to do that. I think I can. I am patient. I think I am *wink* . So, for the next few months (I hope), Menara Celcom at Jalan Semarak will be my second home. After 3 weeks of training, and after I have passed all the tests, I will be on shifts hours. That's another challenge. The off days will not be fixed, so every week I will have to plan everything. Woohoo...so not really me. I love planning, but I think, I will need to love it more. Though I'm gonna start working on Monday, that wont stop me from joing the AF5 audition. I want to give it a try. I do. Hahaha. I guess that's all for this time. Will update soon if I do have something to talk about. Maybe I should try to find a topic. Current issues maybe? Naaaahhh...that's so not me. Hehe. Nite y'all.

p/s: I so wanna watch Berbagi Suami! Dammit!

06/07

Alhamdulillah. I am so glad, saya masih lagi berpeluang untuk menikmati kehidupan dalam tahun yang baru. 2006 left me with so many memories. Good and bad. I have been through so many things. Wanted and unwanted. I have met and created many connections and relationships with different types of people. I am thankful I have been given the opportunity to know each one of them, even though not all of them are on the same wavelength with me. I have accomplished my study. That is one of the biggest achivement, for me. Now I am just waiting for the results to come out, soon. The year started with somehow, a bad start. It ended when I met someone. Someone who are still in my life right now. Seseorang yang saya sayang hingga ke saat ini. Though I used to have a deeper feelings, but it is all in the past. My feelings right now, is pure. I know my limits. I know where I stand. I believe in this,

"You know you really love someone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it"

There is no use for you to force anything. Everything happens for reasons. I have also met someone else. Someone who has helped me in a lot of areas. Someone yang telah mengajar saya begitu banyak perkara in life. I do not want to elaborate more about my relationship with this person, but the only thing yang saya nak dia tahu, no matter what, no matter who I am with , saya tetap akan kisah pasal dia. Sayang pada dia. I just hope, one day, dia akan realise.

"Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all what they have"

I would say, my year ended with a blast. A good one. I have got to know somebody. Someone yang saya tak pernah expect. I never thought I would have this kind of feelings. But I'm still in the process of knowing the person. I hope for the best. I will try my very best. Maybe it's time. And maybe I have found the one. I don't know. I hope so. To all my new friends, thank you sebab sudi berkenalan dengan saya (this includes you, Mak Hayam! yeah..you..you know who you are!..thanx!!! ) May the year ahead will be a successful year for me and for everyone. Welcome 2007, goodbye 2006. I am gonna miss you.

p/s: Terima Kasih Awak.