I’m afraid.
Afraid that I will lose perhaps, the only chance of my happiness.
Afraid that what I am believing is unreal.
Afraid that all of these are just temporary lies.
Afraid that I will lose something I thought I would own.
I am afraid.
I know the feeling has been there for such a long time. I somehow couldn’t believe it is actually happening. But could it be real?
Or am I just dreaming?
Deep down inside, I wonder whether what I have heard, what I have been told are the truth or just plain lies
I’m not doubting anyone’s heart. I’m not doubting mine either. But I will be lying if I said that I don’t wonder. Things are going so well, it seems unbelievably good. And never have I felt that good before. I’m happy. I honestly am. But, I just want to know that I am being happy for something real. My heart is too fragile to be hurt.
I am afraid.
Afraid that I will lose perhaps, the only chance of my happiness.
Afraid that what I am believing is unreal.
Afraid that all of these are just temporary lies.
Afraid that I will lose something I thought I would own.
I am afraid.
I know the feeling has been there for such a long time. I somehow couldn’t believe it is actually happening. But could it be real?
Or am I just dreaming?
Deep down inside, I wonder whether what I have heard, what I have been told are the truth or just plain lies
I’m not doubting anyone’s heart. I’m not doubting mine either. But I will be lying if I said that I don’t wonder. Things are going so well, it seems unbelievably good. And never have I felt that good before. I’m happy. I honestly am. But, I just want to know that I am being happy for something real. My heart is too fragile to be hurt.
I am afraid.
6 Pengkritik Setia:
drama queen lah u nih...penat tau...
susah sgt nanti biar i je yg bgtau die...
i takut bila tengok citer hantu. shaz akan menjerit membuatkan darah i berderau. hahahaa
huhu
sokong komen yang di ataaas sekali..
drama queen!!!
huhuhu
coco : yang penat i la, bukan you. ape yang u nak tolong cakapkan tu? kasitau sket?
jai : i pun takut gak. ha, nanti p tgk citer SUSUK. meletop cite die!
kamal : kamal, ko jgnlah nak mengikut miss coco tu ckp...hahahaha.. aku drama queen pun..blog haku! wakakaka!!! :P
dah hepi2 tetiba takot plak? aisehhh...
bro, wassup nieh... dah hepi tahap gaban pastue tetibe takut lak
huhu!
takut untuk bercinta ke nie....??
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